some days are tough, some days get to me. all i try to do is sit think and breathe. not always done as easy as said. but lately being lost in my own thoughts has been the best thing for me. i want to strive for positivity, for happiness. i look around myself and see pain, joy, happiness, and the amazing world around me. i now take notice to the trees, to the way the birds sing. beyond my belief theres so much beauty in the world yet someimes we get lost in only choosing to see the dark side of it all. if im going to have this life, im going to try to live it. not the way most other teenagers consider living, drinking drugs partying. ive been there, tried that. why choose a temporary solution that brings more bad? i choose to soak up the worlds beauty, it helps...
